Layers

I’ve been thinking a lot about layers recently.

If you visualize our “selves” as a collection of layers, like a tall stack of pancakes, or (if you are of a certain age) a stack of vinyl LPs on the spindle of a turntable, over time we accumulate a lot of layers. Not only in years, but in experiences, professions, partners, belief systems, and so on and on… And in the end, others only see the stack as a whole. The individual layers are often hidden.

I think of that sometimes as I’m slapping on new layers of paint. Some are light and barely noticeable at first. Maybe a soft glaze to take the edge off a horizon, or a more substantial reworking of the overall composition. And then there are the bold slashes of color that catastrophically change the direction of the painting altogether. But, in the end, the viewer is aware of only the finished piece.

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Morning Shift

One advantage to self-employment is the flexibility to make your own hours. So, after many years of painting in the evening after my day job, I’ve decided to try a new pattern and work in the early morning. In theory, my brain should be sharper and rested and at optimal capacity….if only my body can stretch and keep up! The first day was today and so far, so good. The stillness is invigorating and the air feels new. The light changes quickly with the studio facing northeast, but I don’t often paint from life anymore, so it really doesn’t matter. I even eschewed my coffee until after as a reward. If I can discipline myself to continue this, I have high hopes for where it leads.

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Summer Studio Prep

Cleaning my studio is not a chore for me. No matter how organized I think I am, in the act of picking up I invariably find a brush I thought I’d lost, a sketch that was “mis-filed” or a half-eaten cruller. It also becomes a time of rediscovery - an old postcard unearthed that you didn’t even know you kept or a library book that was not returned on time (sorry, Ms. Brennan!) At any rate, I really like doing it. To have one’s materials, tools, references and inspirational objects (read: assorted crap) at the ready is a wonderful feeling. And it frees me up for the real work when I walk into the studio.

The approach. The most difficult confrontation is facing a blank canvas. I prefer a full frontal assault.

The approach. The most difficult confrontation is facing a blank canvas. I prefer a full frontal assault.